Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
You asked for my attention so
I gave you all of it and
Now you wanna throw it away
How did I get in this position?
Now we're standing at a distance and
I'm trying to comprehend it but
How can I if you don't understand
What you put me through
[Hook]
You're letting go of everything
I thought I was your everything
Baby I was speaking right but you're making it difficult
Don't know how I could deal with this hurt
How could you do this to me? erase all our history?
You put me through this misery
Now only thing that I can see, I can see
[Chorus: x2]
It's going down the drain, it's going down the drain
I can feel the pain, it's messing with my brain
I can hear the drip, drip, drip, drip, drop
Don't you hear the drip, drip, drip, drip, drop
[Verse 2]
I remember when we used to kiss and
And cuddle up and cuddle but how come we can't do that no more
'Cause it's long gone & it ain't coming back, no
Did it ever occur to you that I'd be trippin' missing you
After seven months out the door
& I still live in the past
sitting here thinking like
You're letting go of everything
I thought I was your everything
Baby I was speaking right but you're making it difficult
Don't know how I could deal with this hurt
How could you do this to me? erase all our history?
You put me through this misery
Now only thing that I can see, I can see
[x2]
It's going down the drain, it's going down the drain
I can feel the pain, it's messing with my brain
I can hear the drip, drip, drip, drip, drop
Don't you hear the drip, drip, drip, drip, drop
[Bridge: x2]
I know you hear the rain drops
'Cause they're fallin', equivalent to my tears of [?]
Wash me away, after I put all in
Wash me away, wash me away
You're letting go of everything
I thought I was your everything
Baby I was speaking right but you're making it difficult
Don't know how I could deal with this hurt
How could you do this to me? erase all our history?
You put me through this misery
Now only thing that I can see, I can see
[x2]
It's going down the drain, it's going down the drain
I can feel the pain, it's messing with my brain
I can hear the drip, drip, drip, drip, drop
Don't you hear the drip, drip, drip, drip, drop
Friday, August 20, 2010
Thursday, August 12, 2010
HAPPY.
i dont want to judge someone from what people say.
i want to judge them from my eyes.
my decision might be a wrong one or it might be the right one.
i dont care what it is but im happy.
sometimes you just gotta be happy and when its time to go. say goodbye. just dont do something stupid to regret it because you were once happy with them.
hatred would only make urself more stressful. might as well let it all good. have fun with life than hating on people who dont deserve u to act that way.
with high standards would only block the world around you. nothing is perfect enough. lower it and maybe this world is beautiful just it was blocked by such a tall walls.
happiness comes from if you want to obtain it. not everyone is perfect and not everyone is good enough. but if your happy why not hold the happiness for as long as u could? sumtimes u might get hurt but pain is part of life and drop it n move on.
just typing nonsense. i think i just cleared up my mind. i think i know where to go now.
talk but with class. test and see what happen. feel to see if its right. care to move forward. like to get closer. love when they love you right back.
i want to judge them from my eyes.
my decision might be a wrong one or it might be the right one.
i dont care what it is but im happy.
sometimes you just gotta be happy and when its time to go. say goodbye. just dont do something stupid to regret it because you were once happy with them.
hatred would only make urself more stressful. might as well let it all good. have fun with life than hating on people who dont deserve u to act that way.
with high standards would only block the world around you. nothing is perfect enough. lower it and maybe this world is beautiful just it was blocked by such a tall walls.
happiness comes from if you want to obtain it. not everyone is perfect and not everyone is good enough. but if your happy why not hold the happiness for as long as u could? sumtimes u might get hurt but pain is part of life and drop it n move on.
just typing nonsense. i think i just cleared up my mind. i think i know where to go now.
talk but with class. test and see what happen. feel to see if its right. care to move forward. like to get closer. love when they love you right back.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
HELLO
finally writing this. haha i totally forgot i got this blogg. ;] its 6 sumthing n i cant sleep. actually i slept for an hour but i woke up cause it was too hot. now its too cold to sleep. anyways im watching series right now so i could kill some times. hehehe.
to tell u the truth guys. i actually really like hong kong. the weather n everything. it might be a bit rush but i still like it. anyways thankz for holy cow. had a great ass time that night. hahaa.
to tell u the truth guys. i actually really like hong kong. the weather n everything. it might be a bit rush but i still like it. anyways thankz for holy cow. had a great ass time that night. hahaa.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
WAHAHHAA
xix mofo xix (4:55:46 PM) : you should learn how
xix mofo xix (4:55:50 PM) : and cook me some =]]]
ohyesannyes (4:56:32 PM) : hahah no its okay
xix mofo xix (4:56:41 PM) : no its not okay
xix mofo xix (4:56:42 PM) : shit
ohyesannyes (4:56:48 PM) : LOL
ohyesannyes (4:56:55 PM) : why would i wanna make u anything to eat
ohyesannyes (4:56:58 PM) : u aint my boyfriend
xix mofo xix (4:57:03 PM) : WHAT THE HELL
ohyesannyes (4:57:04 PM) : hahaha vanessa said we look cute together
ohyesannyes (4:57:06 PM) : we should go out
ohyesannyes (4:57:08 PM) : hahahahaha
xix mofo xix (4:57:14 PM) : LOOOOOL
xix mofo xix (4:57:21 PM) : did she ever see us together
xix mofo xix (4:57:26 PM) : wait wtf on like tokbox?
xix mofo xix (4:57:30 PM) : or pictures
ohyesannyes (4:57:31 PM) : yeah
ohyesannyes (4:57:35 PM) : when u were at my house
ohyesannyes (4:57:38 PM) : AND pictures
xix mofo xix (4:57:42 PM) : oh LOL
xix mofo xix (4:57:59 PM) : see, you should start cooking asap
ohyesannyes (4:58:05 PM) : HAHAHAHA OHH FUCK U
ohyesannyes (4:58:07 PM) : u wish
xix mofo xix (4:58:08 PM) : LOOOOOOOOOL
ohyesannyes (4:58:17 PM) : just cause we look good together doesnt mean were together
xix mofo xix (4:59:00 PM) : yeah i know lol
xix mofo xix (4:59:15 PM) : but just coz we're not together doesnt mean you cant cook for me, shit
ohyesannyes (4:59:49 PM) : hahahaha i only cook for my family an boyfriends n people i think deserve me to cook for them
ohyesannyes (4:59:53 PM) : imma go shower brb
ohyesannyes (4:59:59 PM) : give me til 520
xix mofo xix (5:00:01 PM) : OH AND I AINT ONE OF THEM
ohyesannyes (5:00:08 PM) : i'll be out to argue with u some more
xix mofo xix (5:00:14 PM) : lol
xix mofo xix (5:00:24 PM) : you better prepare in the shower
xix mofo xix (5:00:25 PM) : shit
ohyesannyes (5:10:29 PM) : fuck u. u wish i would shower while cooking for ur bitch ass
ohyesannyes (5:10:34 PM) : if thats even possible
xix mofo xix (5:10:46 PM) : HAHAHAHHAHA
xix mofo xix (5:10:52 PM) : I DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THAT LOL
xix mofo xix (5:10:59 PM) : i mean you btter prepare to argue
ohyesannyes (5:11:00 PM) : whatever u PERV!
xix mofo xix (5:11:04 PM) : ROFL
xix mofo xix (5:11:10 PM) : -IM- THE PERV
ohyesannyes (5:11:12 PM) : i did a 10 min shower. so proud of myself
xix mofo xix (5:11:14 PM) : HHHHOKAY =]
xix mofo xix (5:11:21 PM) : yeah because you miss me
xix mofo xix (5:11:27 PM) : so you rushed out faster
xix mofo xix (5:11:29 PM) : LOL jk
ohyesannyes (5:11:32 PM) : no cause imma head out with vanessa real quick
ohyesannyes (5:11:34 PM) : GOODBYE!
ohyesannyes (5:11:38 PM) : FUCKEN PERV
xix mofo xix (5:11:40 PM) : where yall going
xix mofo xix (5:11:51 PM) : alright ttyl, have fun
xix mofo xix (5:12:09 PM) : be safe
Monday, August 3, 2009
GUYS LIKE ALWAYS!
WOW i just realize my life ben hella retarded. remember how i told u about this guy name wilson. i havent talk to him but how hes making the effort to talk to him, i really dont kno wat to do now. =\ save me =[
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
BEING SO ...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CANT FUCKEN STAND PEOPLE KEEP TELLING ME THEY AINT ASKING ME OUT BECAUSE I'M ALWAYS AT VANESSA'S HOUSE!!!!!!!!!! JUST BECAUSE I SAID NO FEW TIMES. DOESNT MEAN I DONT WANNA HANG OUT ALL THE TIME!. I'M SO TIRED OF PEOPLE GIVING ME THAT DUMB ASS EXCUSE OF NOT ASKING ME TO GO HANG OUT!
JUST FUCKEN TELL ME YOU FORGOT ABOUT ME OR DONT WANNA HANG OUT IS BETTER EXCUSE THAN SAYING I'M ALWAYS AT VANESSA'S HOUSE. SERIOUSLY. DONT SAY JUST BECAUSE I HAVE VANESSA AND SOPHIA NOW AND I DONT WANNA HANG OUT. ITS NOT EVEN THE FUCKEN REASON. STOP GIVING ME DUMB ASS REASON FOR FORGETTING ME! VANESSA ASK ME IF I WANNA HANG OUT. YOU GUYS DONT. SO TIRED OF THIS SHIT I SWEAR. IF YA CARED MUCH ABOUT HOW I B FEELING THAT START! CAUSE YOU NEVER DID! SERIOUSLY SO TIRED OF HEARING SHIT LIKE THAT. AND FYI YOU GUYS ALWAYS ASK ME THE LAST MIN! SO DONT EXPECT ME TO SHOW UP ALL THE TIME. I DO HAVE A FUCKEN LIFE SOMETIMES!
ALWAYS YES I DONT HAVE MUCH MONEY TO HANG OUT. IF THATS ANOTHER REASON U GUYS DONT ASK. AT LEAST ASK AND SEE IF I WANNA STILL GO. CAUSE ASKING IS A WAY OF APPRECIATING PEOPLE'S EXISTENT!
anyways this ALL CAME OUT because of a talk. BE CONSIDERATE OF HOW PEOPLE BE FEELING. CAUSE THEY DO FUCKEN FEEL LEFT OUT! ALSO DONT EXPECT PEOPLE TO DO SHIT FOR YOU IF U DONT DO THE SAME FOR THEM!
JUST FUCKEN TELL ME YOU FORGOT ABOUT ME OR DONT WANNA HANG OUT IS BETTER EXCUSE THAN SAYING I'M ALWAYS AT VANESSA'S HOUSE. SERIOUSLY. DONT SAY JUST BECAUSE I HAVE VANESSA AND SOPHIA NOW AND I DONT WANNA HANG OUT. ITS NOT EVEN THE FUCKEN REASON. STOP GIVING ME DUMB ASS REASON FOR FORGETTING ME! VANESSA ASK ME IF I WANNA HANG OUT. YOU GUYS DONT. SO TIRED OF THIS SHIT I SWEAR. IF YA CARED MUCH ABOUT HOW I B FEELING THAT START! CAUSE YOU NEVER DID! SERIOUSLY SO TIRED OF HEARING SHIT LIKE THAT. AND FYI YOU GUYS ALWAYS ASK ME THE LAST MIN! SO DONT EXPECT ME TO SHOW UP ALL THE TIME. I DO HAVE A FUCKEN LIFE SOMETIMES!
ALWAYS YES I DONT HAVE MUCH MONEY TO HANG OUT. IF THATS ANOTHER REASON U GUYS DONT ASK. AT LEAST ASK AND SEE IF I WANNA STILL GO. CAUSE ASKING IS A WAY OF APPRECIATING PEOPLE'S EXISTENT!
anyways this ALL CAME OUT because of a talk. BE CONSIDERATE OF HOW PEOPLE BE FEELING. CAUSE THEY DO FUCKEN FEEL LEFT OUT! ALSO DONT EXPECT PEOPLE TO DO SHIT FOR YOU IF U DONT DO THE SAME FOR THEM!
Monday, July 20, 2009
...
LIFE SUCKS. lol. i havent talk to wilson lately. hahaa. but i think its a good thing. i could forget about him n move on. i was talking to this one guy. i havent talk to him for a while but yeah. he played the piano for me. HES REALLY GOOD. lol hes really sweet but no i dont like him. hahaha. but i will get to know him. i hope he gets the job at APPLE. GOOD LUCK KEVIN! =D
IF ANY OF U GUYS NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. MY EARS IS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU GUYS =D
hrmmm i have this song i really like. its call dream - cant wait to hate you. haha. if u want it just i.m me. =D
i have a lot of new songs that i like. its KRAZY. =D
i didnt do shit today. i sat home pretty much the whole day. maplestory. i made a new character and i'm level 19 almost 20 =D JUST IN ONE DAY. pretty quick. n i was chatting most of the time. =D OHH YEAH I GOT NEW NAIL POLISH AND I LIKE IT A LOT. GREEN AND PURPLE. XD
IF ANY OF U GUYS NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. MY EARS IS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU GUYS =D
hrmmm i have this song i really like. its call dream - cant wait to hate you. haha. if u want it just i.m me. =D
i have a lot of new songs that i like. its KRAZY. =D
i didnt do shit today. i sat home pretty much the whole day. maplestory. i made a new character and i'm level 19 almost 20 =D JUST IN ONE DAY. pretty quick. n i was chatting most of the time. =D OHH YEAH I GOT NEW NAIL POLISH AND I LIKE IT A LOT. GREEN AND PURPLE. XD
Sunday, July 19, 2009
thoughts.
ohyesannyes (2:22:56 AM) : i dont want to control anyone. if that person cant be faithful to me. its no point of being with that person. i dont want to have a relationship that i need to keep a guy on check. i want them to have their freedom. cause i would want my own. trust is the main key to a relationship
i finally realize that I DONT WANT A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP. i dont think i'm ready to call someone my boyfriend. sometimes i really want to commit but i dont think there is a guy that is worth me wanting to commit a serious relationship with. i just have to just wait for the day to come. but as of right now i just want to date just one guy and see where it goes. if it is worth to move on than why not. but if its not, than i'm sorry. i think i always wanted this but because of wilson coming along giving me this special feelings i never gotten from any guys made me felt that i do like him. the attractiong fooled me to think i like him. thinking about it, i dont know much about him to determine if i like him. i'm positive i'm really attracted to him. really attracted to. he could satisfy what i need and want. i believe he has the ability to do that. i really wonder whats the next step with me and wilson. i wonder if he would ever see more than just a friend with me. i wonder if he would ever like me. so many question i cant find the answer. maybe time could tell me. tell me what my heart really want forsure.
i want to leave city. i want to art school and be a famous interior design. i want to design a store/ house/ mall/ everything. =D i really want to one day see myself doing what i do best. i wish i could move back to hong kong n find a job there. maybe i will find my guy in hong kong in the end. =D
as of right now my heart hurts. iono why but it does. i guess i just got to learn not to care. never let little things to hurt myself. cause i want to be happy. i want to smile. i want to be free. i want to have fun again.
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i finally realize that I DONT WANT A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP. i dont think i'm ready to call someone my boyfriend. sometimes i really want to commit but i dont think there is a guy that is worth me wanting to commit a serious relationship with. i just have to just wait for the day to come. but as of right now i just want to date just one guy and see where it goes. if it is worth to move on than why not. but if its not, than i'm sorry. i think i always wanted this but because of wilson coming along giving me this special feelings i never gotten from any guys made me felt that i do like him. the attractiong fooled me to think i like him. thinking about it, i dont know much about him to determine if i like him. i'm positive i'm really attracted to him. really attracted to. he could satisfy what i need and want. i believe he has the ability to do that. i really wonder whats the next step with me and wilson. i wonder if he would ever see more than just a friend with me. i wonder if he would ever like me. so many question i cant find the answer. maybe time could tell me. tell me what my heart really want forsure.
i want to leave city. i want to art school and be a famous interior design. i want to design a store/ house/ mall/ everything. =D i really want to one day see myself doing what i do best. i wish i could move back to hong kong n find a job there. maybe i will find my guy in hong kong in the end. =D
as of right now my heart hurts. iono why but it does. i guess i just got to learn not to care. never let little things to hurt myself. cause i want to be happy. i want to smile. i want to be free. i want to have fun again.
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Saturday, July 18, 2009
TODAY IS ......
today is.....
today was alrite overall i guess. i was home until dinner. ERNESTO came to bring me to dinner at san tung and head back to my house. we ended up going to cow cow for dessert and after we headed to safeway to get BEER =D head over to vanessa's house but mommy went krazy n kicked us out. if u want to put it like that. but it was pretty krazy. head home and now i'm tokboxing with AMY AND YONG and another box with MATT. hahaha. VENT talking to daddy yee. =D
I LOVE DADDY YEE. he could help me understand things better. aint lying he could. i guess cause hes more mature. =P DADDY SO CUTE. MAKING MOMMY FOOD. =D ANYWAYS i'm in a good mood for some weird reason. haha. whatever.
he didnt call me the whole day. i guess he have another event going on. imma just let things cool down in between me n him. cause i think his heart just not with me right now. i want him to miss me. i really do. i want him to want me n he get the same feelings i'm feeling. if he doesnt get it. FUCK IT. imma just let go. its really no point of waiting for a guy who doesnt feel the same way. rather let it go early than later. =\ now its time to just think about things.
today was alrite overall i guess. i was home until dinner. ERNESTO came to bring me to dinner at san tung and head back to my house. we ended up going to cow cow for dessert and after we headed to safeway to get BEER =D head over to vanessa's house but mommy went krazy n kicked us out. if u want to put it like that. but it was pretty krazy. head home and now i'm tokboxing with AMY AND YONG and another box with MATT. hahaha. VENT talking to daddy yee. =D
I LOVE DADDY YEE. he could help me understand things better. aint lying he could. i guess cause hes more mature. =P DADDY SO CUTE. MAKING MOMMY FOOD. =D ANYWAYS i'm in a good mood for some weird reason. haha. whatever.
he didnt call me the whole day. i guess he have another event going on. imma just let things cool down in between me n him. cause i think his heart just not with me right now. i want him to miss me. i really do. i want him to want me n he get the same feelings i'm feeling. if he doesnt get it. FUCK IT. imma just let go. its really no point of waiting for a guy who doesnt feel the same way. rather let it go early than later. =\ now its time to just think about things.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
JORDIN SPARKS - IT TAKES MORE
Tell me what happened this time
Made you come back again
I find out only see you when luck deserts you
If this is your idea of happiness
Then let's be clear
Those words of yours ain't working anymore
Cause I'm always giving
Here waiting while you're living
I need a new beginning
Oh, I'm not the girl I used to be with you
You think maybe that I'm just so easy
You can come in and out my life like you please
But baby no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
To keep a girl like me
No more waiting for you to change
Don't you know that you bringing flowers
Won't stop the rain baby no, no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
You're the only one not worth waiting for
I know you're busy so if you gotta go
Then go but don't forget to leave my heart
I stayed around for you but
You're no where to be found now
Once again here you are
Cause I'm always giving
Here waiting while you're living
I need a new beginning
Oh, I'm not the girl I used to be with you
You think maybe that I'm just so easy
You can come in and out my life like you please
Jordin Sparks It Takes More lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/jordin-sparks-it-takes-more-lyrics.html
But baby no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
To keep a girl like me
No more waiting for you to change
Don't you know that you bringing flowers
Won't stop the rain baby no-no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
You're the only one not worth waiting for
I've settled for less
When I stayed with you but no more
Cause you aint worth waiting for, ooh, uuuuh
You think maybe that I'm just so easy
You can come in and out my life like you please
But baby no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
(Don't you know it takes much more)
To keep a girl like me
No more waiting for you to change
(Waiting for you, no, no, no, no)
Don't you know that you bringing flowers
Won't stop the rain baby no-no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
You're the only one not worth waiting for
(uh-oh) Don't you know it takes more
(uh-oh) Don't you know it takes much more
(uh-oh) Don't you know it takes much more
You're the only one not worth waiting for
You think maybe that I'm just so easy
You can come in and out my life like you please
But baby no
Don't you know it takes much more
No-no, no more waiting for you to change
Don't you know that you bringing flowers
Won't stop the rain, no, oh
Don't you know it takes much more, oh
you say you couldn't handle me but who are u fooling? my life might have a little drama but its fine. i believe its me who cant handle your life. you're one busy guy and i cant stay at home waiting for your call to see if you want to see me. it hurts not getting the call that i want, i cant wait forever. =[ so i decided to let go before i fall too deep for you.
Made you come back again
I find out only see you when luck deserts you
If this is your idea of happiness
Then let's be clear
Those words of yours ain't working anymore
Cause I'm always giving
Here waiting while you're living
I need a new beginning
Oh, I'm not the girl I used to be with you
You think maybe that I'm just so easy
You can come in and out my life like you please
But baby no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
To keep a girl like me
No more waiting for you to change
Don't you know that you bringing flowers
Won't stop the rain baby no, no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
You're the only one not worth waiting for
I know you're busy so if you gotta go
Then go but don't forget to leave my heart
I stayed around for you but
You're no where to be found now
Once again here you are
Cause I'm always giving
Here waiting while you're living
I need a new beginning
Oh, I'm not the girl I used to be with you
You think maybe that I'm just so easy
You can come in and out my life like you please
Jordin Sparks It Takes More lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/jordin-sparks-it-takes-more-lyrics.html
But baby no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
To keep a girl like me
No more waiting for you to change
Don't you know that you bringing flowers
Won't stop the rain baby no-no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
You're the only one not worth waiting for
I've settled for less
When I stayed with you but no more
Cause you aint worth waiting for, ooh, uuuuh
You think maybe that I'm just so easy
You can come in and out my life like you please
But baby no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
(Don't you know it takes much more)
To keep a girl like me
No more waiting for you to change
(Waiting for you, no, no, no, no)
Don't you know that you bringing flowers
Won't stop the rain baby no-no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
You're the only one not worth waiting for
(uh-oh) Don't you know it takes more
(uh-oh) Don't you know it takes much more
(uh-oh) Don't you know it takes much more
You're the only one not worth waiting for
You think maybe that I'm just so easy
You can come in and out my life like you please
But baby no
Don't you know it takes much more
No-no, no more waiting for you to change
Don't you know that you bringing flowers
Won't stop the rain, no, oh
Don't you know it takes much more, oh
you say you couldn't handle me but who are u fooling? my life might have a little drama but its fine. i believe its me who cant handle your life. you're one busy guy and i cant stay at home waiting for your call to see if you want to see me. it hurts not getting the call that i want, i cant wait forever. =[ so i decided to let go before i fall too deep for you.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
forgot pw.
sorry i havent been up on my blog lately. i couldnt remember whats my email address i use for this and also my pw. lol. now i finally got it back up.
today i went to class and went to vanny;s house with sophia after class. we went to jay;s house and we decided to go to seniors and we saw MATT walking home n he came with us.
after seniores we pretty much went our seperate ways. but i stayed at vanny;s house.
later on jay called n they came over n WII than sunset super to get pork chop. after that we went to my house and back to vanny;s lol. they went home and i just stayed at vanny;s until around 9 ish jay came over and than matty called and me n jay went to his place n help him out of the dessert he was making. like wow. it was good. no doubt about that. it was good tho. after that i went back to vanny n my sister came to pick me up. thats my day.
MY LAPTOP IS STILL BROKEN FYI. on my sister's mac pro.
goodnight guys.
today i went to class and went to vanny;s house with sophia after class. we went to jay;s house and we decided to go to seniors and we saw MATT walking home n he came with us.
after seniores we pretty much went our seperate ways. but i stayed at vanny;s house.
later on jay called n they came over n WII than sunset super to get pork chop. after that we went to my house and back to vanny;s lol. they went home and i just stayed at vanny;s until around 9 ish jay came over and than matty called and me n jay went to his place n help him out of the dessert he was making. like wow. it was good. no doubt about that. it was good tho. after that i went back to vanny n my sister came to pick me up. thats my day.
MY LAPTOP IS STILL BROKEN FYI. on my sister's mac pro.
goodnight guys.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
feelings
when i first met you.
you were so cute, funny, adorable, and many more beautiful traits.
but you've change.
i feel like the person i know isnt there anymore.
you might felt that i was trying to live your life.
but i wasnt.
never did.
if i did i wouldve confront you of how i felt for you.
i hide so much feelings, questions, and care i have for you inside me.
you just never realize how much stuff i know about you.
you just never realize hurtful things i heard about you.
you just never realize how much pain you have given me.
you just never realize i was trying to get to know you from the start.
i dont know why i like you so much.
i dont know why i still care about you.
but all i know is its time for me to let you go.
because in your heart i was never there.
you just never realize you were very special to me.
you just never put the heart to see me in your life.
i feel like i'm blaming everything on you.
but is it my problem?
is it my fault youre running away from me?
i really wonder.
i really wonder what i did wrong?
what made you became the person you became?
am i that bad?
am i a bad person?
am i just not good enough?
you made me feel so sad.
cause i dont know what i did wrong.
i dont know why things could end up like this.
i really wonder what i can do to fix it.
but i realize today it cant.
from the mean words you said to me today.
it made me realize i'm just in the same place as her.
you were one special guy to me.
i never expect you to someone you aint.
i never expect to have some kind of special friendship with you.
i was just kidding with you.
if i did want to have some kind of friendship.
i would want our own. our own special friendship.
i feel like we have a lot of misunderstanding.
but you never gave me the chance to clear anything up.
i really wonder why did i like you so much.
i wonder why every words you say to me could make me so happy and sad.
i wonder what i could do to have that again.
i never put you as a life time partner.
i just wanted to have you in a special way for just a moment.
when i'm around you i feel like a different person.
i realize that.
i try to be myself but i couldnt.
if i could stop loving you i would.
if i could stop caring stop wondering i would.
i dont know why i'm so stupid to still care.
what is there to care about? nothin.
i feel like you never understand how i felt.
never did never will.
i like you but you didnt understand.
i never wanted anything from you.
but just be a friend.
friend that i could flirt with.
='[
its time to let go.
its time for me to stop caring, stop wanting, stop trying, stop liking you.
you will never know how much hurt me.
you will never know how much i care about you.
you will never know how i truely feels.
because i try to hide everything from you.
i try to walk away. but yet you keep coming at me.
i try to forget but u keep reminding me.
and now its time to let go.
its time to let go of the good memories.
its time to move on because i dont wanna like you anymore.
i dont want to believe youre one of a kind.
i dont want to believe youre perfect in my eyes.
i really dont want to see you in that way anymore.
its really time to let go.
goodbye.
you were so cute, funny, adorable, and many more beautiful traits.
but you've change.
i feel like the person i know isnt there anymore.
you might felt that i was trying to live your life.
but i wasnt.
never did.
if i did i wouldve confront you of how i felt for you.
i hide so much feelings, questions, and care i have for you inside me.
you just never realize how much stuff i know about you.
you just never realize hurtful things i heard about you.
you just never realize how much pain you have given me.
you just never realize i was trying to get to know you from the start.
i dont know why i like you so much.
i dont know why i still care about you.
but all i know is its time for me to let you go.
because in your heart i was never there.
you just never realize you were very special to me.
you just never put the heart to see me in your life.
i feel like i'm blaming everything on you.
but is it my problem?
is it my fault youre running away from me?
i really wonder.
i really wonder what i did wrong?
what made you became the person you became?
am i that bad?
am i a bad person?
am i just not good enough?
you made me feel so sad.
cause i dont know what i did wrong.
i dont know why things could end up like this.
i really wonder what i can do to fix it.
but i realize today it cant.
from the mean words you said to me today.
it made me realize i'm just in the same place as her.
you were one special guy to me.
i never expect you to someone you aint.
i never expect to have some kind of special friendship with you.
i was just kidding with you.
if i did want to have some kind of friendship.
i would want our own. our own special friendship.
i feel like we have a lot of misunderstanding.
but you never gave me the chance to clear anything up.
i really wonder why did i like you so much.
i wonder why every words you say to me could make me so happy and sad.
i wonder what i could do to have that again.
i never put you as a life time partner.
i just wanted to have you in a special way for just a moment.
when i'm around you i feel like a different person.
i realize that.
i try to be myself but i couldnt.
if i could stop loving you i would.
if i could stop caring stop wondering i would.
i dont know why i'm so stupid to still care.
what is there to care about? nothin.
i feel like you never understand how i felt.
never did never will.
i like you but you didnt understand.
i never wanted anything from you.
but just be a friend.
friend that i could flirt with.
='[
its time to let go.
its time for me to stop caring, stop wanting, stop trying, stop liking you.
you will never know how much hurt me.
you will never know how much i care about you.
you will never know how i truely feels.
because i try to hide everything from you.
i try to walk away. but yet you keep coming at me.
i try to forget but u keep reminding me.
and now its time to let go.
its time to let go of the good memories.
its time to move on because i dont wanna like you anymore.
i dont want to believe youre one of a kind.
i dont want to believe youre perfect in my eyes.
i really dont want to see you in that way anymore.
its really time to let go.
goodbye.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
i havent been on blog for so long. hella shit been happening. i dont even where and how to start. when mike n dj came down. hella shit happen. when i mean hella i mean hella. mike n dj got mad at me. i feel like i'm doing sumthing right but to them i'm doing sumthing wrong. =\ iono hella stupid.
whatever. i dont wanna release my problem here. i'm so lazy to type now. goodbye
whatever. i dont wanna release my problem here. i'm so lazy to type now. goodbye
Saturday, March 28, 2009
GOOD SONG.THIS IS HOW I FEEL. =\
[Intro:]
I feel like somebody's
Taking my heart
Stop throwing it away
I don't want it anymore
I don't wanna feel like this no more
[Verse 1:]
I'm like a bird with no wings to fly
Can't go no where
No matter how I try
Like a pair of eyes
With no tears to cry
Feels like I'm barely alive
[Hook:]
I just wanna rip my heart
Out of my chest
I'm fed up
And put it in a box away
Tie it to a rock
And throw it over the edge
And let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Chorus:]
Like the Titanic
That was lost at sea
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
I wanna lock it up
And throw away the key
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
Let it sink to the bottom
To the bottom
Let it fall to the bottom
To the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Verse 2:]
It's like I'm bleeding internally
And I can feel sharp pains in my chest
It's like the doctor
Ran out of my medicine
And I can feel in through my flesh
[Hook:]
I just wanna rip my heart
Out of my chest
I'm fed up
And put it in a box away
Tie it to a rock
And throw it over the edge
And let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Chorus:]
Like the Titanic
That was lost at sea
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
I wanna lock it up
And throw away the key
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
Let it sink to the bottom
To the bottom
Let it fall to the bottom
To the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Bridge:]
Like woo
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
Gotta let it go
Just didn't know what else I can do
Cross the seven seas
But still I'm lost and so confused
Cause I just can't take it
No need to fake it because it's true
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
Gotta let it go
Just didn't know what else I can do
I just wanna rip my heart out of my chest
Throw it away
[Chorus:]
Like the Titanic
That was lost at sea
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
I wanna lock it up
And throw away the key
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
Let it sink to the bottom
To the bottom
Let it fall to the bottom
To the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Bridge:]
Like woo
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
Gotta let it go
Just didn't know what else I can do
Cross the seven seas
But still I'm lost and so confused
Cause I just can't take it
No need to fake it because it's true
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
I feel like somebody's
Taking my heart
Stop throwing it away
I don't want it anymore
I don't wanna feel like this no more
[Verse 1:]
I'm like a bird with no wings to fly
Can't go no where
No matter how I try
Like a pair of eyes
With no tears to cry
Feels like I'm barely alive
[Hook:]
I just wanna rip my heart
Out of my chest
I'm fed up
And put it in a box away
Tie it to a rock
And throw it over the edge
And let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Chorus:]
Like the Titanic
That was lost at sea
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
I wanna lock it up
And throw away the key
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
Let it sink to the bottom
To the bottom
Let it fall to the bottom
To the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Verse 2:]
It's like I'm bleeding internally
And I can feel sharp pains in my chest
It's like the doctor
Ran out of my medicine
And I can feel in through my flesh
[Hook:]
I just wanna rip my heart
Out of my chest
I'm fed up
And put it in a box away
Tie it to a rock
And throw it over the edge
And let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Chorus:]
Like the Titanic
That was lost at sea
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
I wanna lock it up
And throw away the key
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
Let it sink to the bottom
To the bottom
Let it fall to the bottom
To the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Bridge:]
Like woo
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
Gotta let it go
Just didn't know what else I can do
Cross the seven seas
But still I'm lost and so confused
Cause I just can't take it
No need to fake it because it's true
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
Gotta let it go
Just didn't know what else I can do
I just wanna rip my heart out of my chest
Throw it away
[Chorus:]
Like the Titanic
That was lost at sea
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
I wanna lock it up
And throw away the key
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
Let it sink to the bottom
To the bottom
Let it fall to the bottom
To the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Bridge:]
Like woo
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
Gotta let it go
Just didn't know what else I can do
Cross the seven seas
But still I'm lost and so confused
Cause I just can't take it
No need to fake it because it's true
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
Saturday, March 21, 2009
ggggggggggggggg
going to a dinner i dont even wanna go.HOW GREAT. seeing people i dont wanna see. HOW GREAT.
u guys all hanging out without me. =\ YA FUCKED UP. HAHAHAHA. anyways call me if u guys kno wats happening.
u guys all hanging out without me. =\ YA FUCKED UP. HAHAHAHA. anyways call me if u guys kno wats happening.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
STICKS
other;s stick
[23:14] Kevin Tan: yeah
[23:14] ANN KAO: ohh wow
[23:14] GeoDuDe 418: we love sticks
[23:14] ANN KAO: thats hot
[23:14] GeoDuDe 418: don't be jealous
[23:14] ANN KAO: have fun
[23:14] ANN KAO: help each other jack off
[23:14] Kevin Tan: i'm trying to kill george's stick
[23:14] ANN KAO: good good
[23:14] ANN KAO: have fun
[23:14] Kevin Tan: LOL
[23:14] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:14] ANN KAO: u homos
[23:14] Kevin Tan: lol
[23:14] GeoDuDe 418: i hit kevin's stick hard
[23:14] Kevin Tan: it was painful
[23:15] ANN KAO: ohhh wow. super homo
[23:15] GeoDuDe 418: agh forget this stick game
[23:15] Kevin Tan: ahaha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: ok
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: it takes too long to get it up
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: and runnig
[23:16] Kevin Tan: kk
[23:16] Kevin Tan: lol
[23:16] Kevin Tan: no homo ann
[23:16] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: omg
[23:16] ANN KAO: stop typing
[23:16] Kevin Tan: his stick killed my stick
[23:16] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: ok
[23:16] Kevin Tan: i'll stop playing too
[23:16] Kevin Tan: lol
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: it's a surprise when it happens too
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: you're just walking around
[23:16] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: yea
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: and all of a sudden your sticks collide
[23:17] Kevin Tan: seriously
[23:14] Kevin Tan: yeah
[23:14] ANN KAO: ohh wow
[23:14] GeoDuDe 418: we love sticks
[23:14] ANN KAO: thats hot
[23:14] GeoDuDe 418: don't be jealous
[23:14] ANN KAO: have fun
[23:14] ANN KAO: help each other jack off
[23:14] Kevin Tan: i'm trying to kill george's stick
[23:14] ANN KAO: good good
[23:14] ANN KAO: have fun
[23:14] Kevin Tan: LOL
[23:14] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:14] ANN KAO: u homos
[23:14] Kevin Tan: lol
[23:14] GeoDuDe 418: i hit kevin's stick hard
[23:14] Kevin Tan: it was painful
[23:15] ANN KAO: ohhh wow. super homo
[23:15] GeoDuDe 418: agh forget this stick game
[23:15] Kevin Tan: ahaha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: ok
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: it takes too long to get it up
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: and runnig
[23:16] Kevin Tan: kk
[23:16] Kevin Tan: lol
[23:16] Kevin Tan: no homo ann
[23:16] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: omg
[23:16] ANN KAO: stop typing
[23:16] Kevin Tan: his stick killed my stick
[23:16] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: ok
[23:16] Kevin Tan: i'll stop playing too
[23:16] Kevin Tan: lol
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: it's a surprise when it happens too
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: you're just walking around
[23:16] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: yea
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: and all of a sudden your sticks collide
[23:17] Kevin Tan: seriously
Monday, March 2, 2009
in class
hey guys. i'm in class right now. doing nothin. i need to pee but the restroom doesnt work on this floor so i decided to wait. =D anyways i'm wearing contacts right now and it feels kinda weird. LOL took me the whole morning just putiing it on. almost late to class. anyways i think i'm having bad luck. sociology class i have to talk. when i normally dont talk at all. lol but yeah i talk in english too. lol i read the question out loud. yeah. lol. anyways i really need to pee pee. its killing me. lol
i met this guy yesterday. he was pretty kool. and maybe ann would have another lover boy online. LOL just online. dont want nothin more yet. cause i kno i aint ready for anything serious. =D alrite imma end it here n listen in class. goodbye =D
i met this guy yesterday. he was pretty kool. and maybe ann would have another lover boy online. LOL just online. dont want nothin more yet. cause i kno i aint ready for anything serious. =D alrite imma end it here n listen in class. goodbye =D
Friday, February 27, 2009
Thursday, February 26, 2009
UNCLE SENT ME THIS. PLEASE READ.
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE
(1)Fine:This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right
and you need to shut up.
(2)Five Minutes:If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five
minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes
to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3)Nothing:This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you
should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in
fine.
(4)Go Ahead:This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
(5)Loud Sigh:This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often
misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and
wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you
about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6)That's Okay:This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can
make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before
deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
(7)Thanks:A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say
you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she
says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at
all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' . that will bring on a 'whatever').
(8)Whatever:Is a woman's way of sayingF--YOU!
(9)Don't worry about it, I got it:Another dangerous statement, meaning this
is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now
doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?'
For the woman's response refer to # 3.
* Send this to the men you know, to warn them about arguments they can avoid
if they remember the terminology.
* Send this to all the women you know to give them a good laugh, cause they
know it's true!
(1)Fine:This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right
and you need to shut up.
(2)Five Minutes:If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five
minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes
to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3)Nothing:This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you
should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in
fine.
(4)Go Ahead:This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
(5)Loud Sigh:This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often
misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and
wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you
about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6)That's Okay:This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can
make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before
deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
(7)Thanks:A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say
you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she
says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at
all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' . that will bring on a 'whatever').
(8)Whatever:Is a woman's way of sayingF--YOU!
(9)Don't worry about it, I got it:Another dangerous statement, meaning this
is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now
doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?'
For the woman's response refer to # 3.
* Send this to the men you know, to warn them about arguments they can avoid
if they remember the terminology.
* Send this to all the women you know to give them a good laugh, cause they
know it's true!
Monday, February 23, 2009
DOT DOT DOT.
SOMETIMES WE JUST WANNNA PROTECT OUR FRIENDS BUT YET U GET URSELF IN A FUCKED UP SITUATION. BUT U KNO WHAT, IN THIS WORLD WE SHOULDNT CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE BUT URSELF.- ANN KAO
TRUTH HURTS BUT WE JUST GOTTA LEARN FROM IT. LISTEN TO YOUR FRIENDS BECAUSE WE COULD SEE THINGS YOU DONT SEE ABOUT YOURSELF -- ANN&ANDREW
LISTEN TO YOUR HEART IF YOU BELIEVE YOU LOVE HIM/HER. ASK YOURSELF IF YOU WANNA BE WITH THEM. IF YOU JUST WANNA PLAY AROUND, LET IT GO. BUT IF U WANNA BE SERIOUS. TELL THEM. CAUSE THEY WOULD NEVER KNOW HOW YOU TRULY FEELS IF YOU DONT EVER START SPEAKING FROM YOUR HEART. -- ANN KAO
No one is better than anyone else in this world. Don't think that you are smarter than everyone else. We all go through our life very differently. If you have problems, come to us. No point in holding inside until you can't take it anymore. Just share everything because thats how we can care for everyone.-- ANDREW CHIENG
I MIGHT NOT BE THE BEST OF A FRIEND BUT I WOULD TRY TO. I MIGHT MAKE BIG MISTAKES BUT I WOULD TRY NOT TO AGAIN. BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST GOTTA SEE THE BIGGER PICTURE WHY WE WOULD EVEN MAKE IT. THERE IS ALWAYS A STORY BEHIND THE REASON WHY. WE JUST GOTTA SEE IT IN A DIFFERENT POINT OF VIEW-- ANN KAO
i really wish things could go back the same. but u kno what it wouldnt. NEVER EVER. cause in my heart u would no longer be someone i trust. and iono about in the future but as of right now u aint someone imma run to. sorry for this but i really cant seem to let myself to forgive and forget. maybe i will later on the week but at this moment i cant. i cant seem to understand anyone anymore. i feel liek my closest friend had pick a guy over me. i feel like it has no longer in my life. i feel like the only reason i could keep it together is going home together. but i dont want just that. =\ yeah i might not go out cause i hate the cold but i feel like beside that we dont talk ever. we dont run to each other when we have problems. i feel like when i go to u. its all negative attitude. all the time now. =\
TRUTH HURTS BUT WE JUST GOTTA LEARN FROM IT. LISTEN TO YOUR FRIENDS BECAUSE WE COULD SEE THINGS YOU DONT SEE ABOUT YOURSELF -- ANN&ANDREW
LISTEN TO YOUR HEART IF YOU BELIEVE YOU LOVE HIM/HER. ASK YOURSELF IF YOU WANNA BE WITH THEM. IF YOU JUST WANNA PLAY AROUND, LET IT GO. BUT IF U WANNA BE SERIOUS. TELL THEM. CAUSE THEY WOULD NEVER KNOW HOW YOU TRULY FEELS IF YOU DONT EVER START SPEAKING FROM YOUR HEART. -- ANN KAO
No one is better than anyone else in this world. Don't think that you are smarter than everyone else. We all go through our life very differently. If you have problems, come to us. No point in holding inside until you can't take it anymore. Just share everything because thats how we can care for everyone.-- ANDREW CHIENG
I MIGHT NOT BE THE BEST OF A FRIEND BUT I WOULD TRY TO. I MIGHT MAKE BIG MISTAKES BUT I WOULD TRY NOT TO AGAIN. BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST GOTTA SEE THE BIGGER PICTURE WHY WE WOULD EVEN MAKE IT. THERE IS ALWAYS A STORY BEHIND THE REASON WHY. WE JUST GOTTA SEE IT IN A DIFFERENT POINT OF VIEW-- ANN KAO
i really wish things could go back the same. but u kno what it wouldnt. NEVER EVER. cause in my heart u would no longer be someone i trust. and iono about in the future but as of right now u aint someone imma run to. sorry for this but i really cant seem to let myself to forgive and forget. maybe i will later on the week but at this moment i cant. i cant seem to understand anyone anymore. i feel liek my closest friend had pick a guy over me. i feel like it has no longer in my life. i feel like the only reason i could keep it together is going home together. but i dont want just that. =\ yeah i might not go out cause i hate the cold but i feel like beside that we dont talk ever. we dont run to each other when we have problems. i feel like when i go to u. its all negative attitude. all the time now. =\
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