sorry i havent been up on my blog lately. i couldnt remember whats my email address i use for this and also my pw. lol. now i finally got it back up.
today i went to class and went to vanny;s house with sophia after class. we went to jay;s house and we decided to go to seniors and we saw MATT walking home n he came with us.
after seniores we pretty much went our seperate ways. but i stayed at vanny;s house.
later on jay called n they came over n WII than sunset super to get pork chop. after that we went to my house and back to vanny;s lol. they went home and i just stayed at vanny;s until around 9 ish jay came over and than matty called and me n jay went to his place n help him out of the dessert he was making. like wow. it was good. no doubt about that. it was good tho. after that i went back to vanny n my sister came to pick me up. thats my day.
MY LAPTOP IS STILL BROKEN FYI. on my sister's mac pro.
goodnight guys.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
feelings
when i first met you.
you were so cute, funny, adorable, and many more beautiful traits.
but you've change.
i feel like the person i know isnt there anymore.
you might felt that i was trying to live your life.
but i wasnt.
never did.
if i did i wouldve confront you of how i felt for you.
i hide so much feelings, questions, and care i have for you inside me.
you just never realize how much stuff i know about you.
you just never realize hurtful things i heard about you.
you just never realize how much pain you have given me.
you just never realize i was trying to get to know you from the start.
i dont know why i like you so much.
i dont know why i still care about you.
but all i know is its time for me to let you go.
because in your heart i was never there.
you just never realize you were very special to me.
you just never put the heart to see me in your life.
i feel like i'm blaming everything on you.
but is it my problem?
is it my fault youre running away from me?
i really wonder.
i really wonder what i did wrong?
what made you became the person you became?
am i that bad?
am i a bad person?
am i just not good enough?
you made me feel so sad.
cause i dont know what i did wrong.
i dont know why things could end up like this.
i really wonder what i can do to fix it.
but i realize today it cant.
from the mean words you said to me today.
it made me realize i'm just in the same place as her.
you were one special guy to me.
i never expect you to someone you aint.
i never expect to have some kind of special friendship with you.
i was just kidding with you.
if i did want to have some kind of friendship.
i would want our own. our own special friendship.
i feel like we have a lot of misunderstanding.
but you never gave me the chance to clear anything up.
i really wonder why did i like you so much.
i wonder why every words you say to me could make me so happy and sad.
i wonder what i could do to have that again.
i never put you as a life time partner.
i just wanted to have you in a special way for just a moment.
when i'm around you i feel like a different person.
i realize that.
i try to be myself but i couldnt.
if i could stop loving you i would.
if i could stop caring stop wondering i would.
i dont know why i'm so stupid to still care.
what is there to care about? nothin.
i feel like you never understand how i felt.
never did never will.
i like you but you didnt understand.
i never wanted anything from you.
but just be a friend.
friend that i could flirt with.
='[
its time to let go.
its time for me to stop caring, stop wanting, stop trying, stop liking you.
you will never know how much hurt me.
you will never know how much i care about you.
you will never know how i truely feels.
because i try to hide everything from you.
i try to walk away. but yet you keep coming at me.
i try to forget but u keep reminding me.
and now its time to let go.
its time to let go of the good memories.
its time to move on because i dont wanna like you anymore.
i dont want to believe youre one of a kind.
i dont want to believe youre perfect in my eyes.
i really dont want to see you in that way anymore.
its really time to let go.
goodbye.
you were so cute, funny, adorable, and many more beautiful traits.
but you've change.
i feel like the person i know isnt there anymore.
you might felt that i was trying to live your life.
but i wasnt.
never did.
if i did i wouldve confront you of how i felt for you.
i hide so much feelings, questions, and care i have for you inside me.
you just never realize how much stuff i know about you.
you just never realize hurtful things i heard about you.
you just never realize how much pain you have given me.
you just never realize i was trying to get to know you from the start.
i dont know why i like you so much.
i dont know why i still care about you.
but all i know is its time for me to let you go.
because in your heart i was never there.
you just never realize you were very special to me.
you just never put the heart to see me in your life.
i feel like i'm blaming everything on you.
but is it my problem?
is it my fault youre running away from me?
i really wonder.
i really wonder what i did wrong?
what made you became the person you became?
am i that bad?
am i a bad person?
am i just not good enough?
you made me feel so sad.
cause i dont know what i did wrong.
i dont know why things could end up like this.
i really wonder what i can do to fix it.
but i realize today it cant.
from the mean words you said to me today.
it made me realize i'm just in the same place as her.
you were one special guy to me.
i never expect you to someone you aint.
i never expect to have some kind of special friendship with you.
i was just kidding with you.
if i did want to have some kind of friendship.
i would want our own. our own special friendship.
i feel like we have a lot of misunderstanding.
but you never gave me the chance to clear anything up.
i really wonder why did i like you so much.
i wonder why every words you say to me could make me so happy and sad.
i wonder what i could do to have that again.
i never put you as a life time partner.
i just wanted to have you in a special way for just a moment.
when i'm around you i feel like a different person.
i realize that.
i try to be myself but i couldnt.
if i could stop loving you i would.
if i could stop caring stop wondering i would.
i dont know why i'm so stupid to still care.
what is there to care about? nothin.
i feel like you never understand how i felt.
never did never will.
i like you but you didnt understand.
i never wanted anything from you.
but just be a friend.
friend that i could flirt with.
='[
its time to let go.
its time for me to stop caring, stop wanting, stop trying, stop liking you.
you will never know how much hurt me.
you will never know how much i care about you.
you will never know how i truely feels.
because i try to hide everything from you.
i try to walk away. but yet you keep coming at me.
i try to forget but u keep reminding me.
and now its time to let go.
its time to let go of the good memories.
its time to move on because i dont wanna like you anymore.
i dont want to believe youre one of a kind.
i dont want to believe youre perfect in my eyes.
i really dont want to see you in that way anymore.
its really time to let go.
goodbye.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
i havent been on blog for so long. hella shit been happening. i dont even where and how to start. when mike n dj came down. hella shit happen. when i mean hella i mean hella. mike n dj got mad at me. i feel like i'm doing sumthing right but to them i'm doing sumthing wrong. =\ iono hella stupid.
whatever. i dont wanna release my problem here. i'm so lazy to type now. goodbye
whatever. i dont wanna release my problem here. i'm so lazy to type now. goodbye
Saturday, March 28, 2009
GOOD SONG.THIS IS HOW I FEEL. =\
[Intro:]
I feel like somebody's
Taking my heart
Stop throwing it away
I don't want it anymore
I don't wanna feel like this no more
[Verse 1:]
I'm like a bird with no wings to fly
Can't go no where
No matter how I try
Like a pair of eyes
With no tears to cry
Feels like I'm barely alive
[Hook:]
I just wanna rip my heart
Out of my chest
I'm fed up
And put it in a box away
Tie it to a rock
And throw it over the edge
And let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Chorus:]
Like the Titanic
That was lost at sea
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
I wanna lock it up
And throw away the key
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
Let it sink to the bottom
To the bottom
Let it fall to the bottom
To the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Verse 2:]
It's like I'm bleeding internally
And I can feel sharp pains in my chest
It's like the doctor
Ran out of my medicine
And I can feel in through my flesh
[Hook:]
I just wanna rip my heart
Out of my chest
I'm fed up
And put it in a box away
Tie it to a rock
And throw it over the edge
And let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Chorus:]
Like the Titanic
That was lost at sea
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
I wanna lock it up
And throw away the key
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
Let it sink to the bottom
To the bottom
Let it fall to the bottom
To the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Bridge:]
Like woo
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
Gotta let it go
Just didn't know what else I can do
Cross the seven seas
But still I'm lost and so confused
Cause I just can't take it
No need to fake it because it's true
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
Gotta let it go
Just didn't know what else I can do
I just wanna rip my heart out of my chest
Throw it away
[Chorus:]
Like the Titanic
That was lost at sea
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
I wanna lock it up
And throw away the key
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
Let it sink to the bottom
To the bottom
Let it fall to the bottom
To the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Bridge:]
Like woo
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
Gotta let it go
Just didn't know what else I can do
Cross the seven seas
But still I'm lost and so confused
Cause I just can't take it
No need to fake it because it's true
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
I feel like somebody's
Taking my heart
Stop throwing it away
I don't want it anymore
I don't wanna feel like this no more
[Verse 1:]
I'm like a bird with no wings to fly
Can't go no where
No matter how I try
Like a pair of eyes
With no tears to cry
Feels like I'm barely alive
[Hook:]
I just wanna rip my heart
Out of my chest
I'm fed up
And put it in a box away
Tie it to a rock
And throw it over the edge
And let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Chorus:]
Like the Titanic
That was lost at sea
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
I wanna lock it up
And throw away the key
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
Let it sink to the bottom
To the bottom
Let it fall to the bottom
To the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Verse 2:]
It's like I'm bleeding internally
And I can feel sharp pains in my chest
It's like the doctor
Ran out of my medicine
And I can feel in through my flesh
[Hook:]
I just wanna rip my heart
Out of my chest
I'm fed up
And put it in a box away
Tie it to a rock
And throw it over the edge
And let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Chorus:]
Like the Titanic
That was lost at sea
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
I wanna lock it up
And throw away the key
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
Let it sink to the bottom
To the bottom
Let it fall to the bottom
To the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Bridge:]
Like woo
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
Gotta let it go
Just didn't know what else I can do
Cross the seven seas
But still I'm lost and so confused
Cause I just can't take it
No need to fake it because it's true
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
Gotta let it go
Just didn't know what else I can do
I just wanna rip my heart out of my chest
Throw it away
[Chorus:]
Like the Titanic
That was lost at sea
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
I wanna lock it up
And throw away the key
Let it sink to the bottom
Of the Atlantic
Let it sink to the bottom
To the bottom
Let it fall to the bottom
To the bottom
Of the Atlantic
[Bridge:]
Like woo
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
Gotta let it go
Just didn't know what else I can do
Cross the seven seas
But still I'm lost and so confused
Cause I just can't take it
No need to fake it because it's true
I'm sinking at the bottom
And it's going down because of you
Saturday, March 21, 2009
ggggggggggggggg
going to a dinner i dont even wanna go.HOW GREAT. seeing people i dont wanna see. HOW GREAT.
u guys all hanging out without me. =\ YA FUCKED UP. HAHAHAHA. anyways call me if u guys kno wats happening.
u guys all hanging out without me. =\ YA FUCKED UP. HAHAHAHA. anyways call me if u guys kno wats happening.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
STICKS
other;s stick
[23:14] Kevin Tan: yeah
[23:14] ANN KAO: ohh wow
[23:14] GeoDuDe 418: we love sticks
[23:14] ANN KAO: thats hot
[23:14] GeoDuDe 418: don't be jealous
[23:14] ANN KAO: have fun
[23:14] ANN KAO: help each other jack off
[23:14] Kevin Tan: i'm trying to kill george's stick
[23:14] ANN KAO: good good
[23:14] ANN KAO: have fun
[23:14] Kevin Tan: LOL
[23:14] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:14] ANN KAO: u homos
[23:14] Kevin Tan: lol
[23:14] GeoDuDe 418: i hit kevin's stick hard
[23:14] Kevin Tan: it was painful
[23:15] ANN KAO: ohhh wow. super homo
[23:15] GeoDuDe 418: agh forget this stick game
[23:15] Kevin Tan: ahaha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: ok
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: it takes too long to get it up
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: and runnig
[23:16] Kevin Tan: kk
[23:16] Kevin Tan: lol
[23:16] Kevin Tan: no homo ann
[23:16] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: omg
[23:16] ANN KAO: stop typing
[23:16] Kevin Tan: his stick killed my stick
[23:16] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: ok
[23:16] Kevin Tan: i'll stop playing too
[23:16] Kevin Tan: lol
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: it's a surprise when it happens too
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: you're just walking around
[23:16] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: yea
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: and all of a sudden your sticks collide
[23:17] Kevin Tan: seriously
[23:14] Kevin Tan: yeah
[23:14] ANN KAO: ohh wow
[23:14] GeoDuDe 418: we love sticks
[23:14] ANN KAO: thats hot
[23:14] GeoDuDe 418: don't be jealous
[23:14] ANN KAO: have fun
[23:14] ANN KAO: help each other jack off
[23:14] Kevin Tan: i'm trying to kill george's stick
[23:14] ANN KAO: good good
[23:14] ANN KAO: have fun
[23:14] Kevin Tan: LOL
[23:14] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:14] ANN KAO: u homos
[23:14] Kevin Tan: lol
[23:14] GeoDuDe 418: i hit kevin's stick hard
[23:14] Kevin Tan: it was painful
[23:15] ANN KAO: ohhh wow. super homo
[23:15] GeoDuDe 418: agh forget this stick game
[23:15] Kevin Tan: ahaha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: ok
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: it takes too long to get it up
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: and runnig
[23:16] Kevin Tan: kk
[23:16] Kevin Tan: lol
[23:16] Kevin Tan: no homo ann
[23:16] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: omg
[23:16] ANN KAO: stop typing
[23:16] Kevin Tan: his stick killed my stick
[23:16] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: ok
[23:16] Kevin Tan: i'll stop playing too
[23:16] Kevin Tan: lol
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: it's a surprise when it happens too
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: you're just walking around
[23:16] Kevin Tan: haha
[23:16] Kevin Tan: yea
[23:16] GeoDuDe 418: and all of a sudden your sticks collide
[23:17] Kevin Tan: seriously
Monday, March 2, 2009
in class
hey guys. i'm in class right now. doing nothin. i need to pee but the restroom doesnt work on this floor so i decided to wait. =D anyways i'm wearing contacts right now and it feels kinda weird. LOL took me the whole morning just putiing it on. almost late to class. anyways i think i'm having bad luck. sociology class i have to talk. when i normally dont talk at all. lol but yeah i talk in english too. lol i read the question out loud. yeah. lol. anyways i really need to pee pee. its killing me. lol
i met this guy yesterday. he was pretty kool. and maybe ann would have another lover boy online. LOL just online. dont want nothin more yet. cause i kno i aint ready for anything serious. =D alrite imma end it here n listen in class. goodbye =D
i met this guy yesterday. he was pretty kool. and maybe ann would have another lover boy online. LOL just online. dont want nothin more yet. cause i kno i aint ready for anything serious. =D alrite imma end it here n listen in class. goodbye =D
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