.... speechless. i like this song

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
You asked for my attention so
I gave you all of it and
Now you wanna throw it away
How did I get in this position?
Now we're standing at a distance and
I'm trying to comprehend it but
How can I if you don't understand
What you put me through

[Hook]
You're letting go of everything
I thought I was your everything
Baby I was speaking right but you're making it difficult
Don't know how I could deal with this hurt
How could you do this to me? erase all our history?
You put me through this misery
Now only thing that I can see, I can see

[Chorus: x2]
It's going down the drain, it's going down the drain
I can feel the pain, it's messing with my brain
I can hear the drip, drip, drip, drip, drop
Don't you hear the drip, drip, drip, drip, drop

[Verse 2]
I remember when we used to kiss and
And cuddle up and cuddle but how come we can't do that no more
'Cause it's long gone & it ain't coming back, no
Did it ever occur to you that I'd be trippin' missing you
After seven months out the door
& I still live in the past
sitting here thinking like

You're letting go of everything
I thought I was your everything
Baby I was speaking right but you're making it difficult
Don't know how I could deal with this hurt
How could you do this to me? erase all our history?
You put me through this misery
Now only thing that I can see, I can see

[x2]
It's going down the drain, it's going down the drain
I can feel the pain, it's messing with my brain
I can hear the drip, drip, drip, drip, drop
Don't you hear the drip, drip, drip, drip, drop

[Bridge: x2]
I know you hear the rain drops
'Cause they're fallin', equivalent to my tears of [?]
Wash me away, after I put all in
Wash me away, wash me away

You're letting go of everything
I thought I was your everything
Baby I was speaking right but you're making it difficult
Don't know how I could deal with this hurt
How could you do this to me? erase all our history?
You put me through this misery
Now only thing that I can see, I can see

[x2]
It's going down the drain, it's going down the drain
I can feel the pain, it's messing with my brain
I can hear the drip, drip, drip, drip, drop
Don't you hear the drip, drip, drip, drip, drop

HAPPY.

i dont want to judge someone from what people say.
i want to judge them from my eyes.

my decision might be a wrong one or it might be the right one.
i dont care what it is but im happy.

sometimes you just gotta be happy and when its time to go. say goodbye. just dont do something stupid to regret it because you were once happy with them.

hatred would only make urself more stressful. might as well let it all good. have fun with life than hating on people who dont deserve u to act that way.
with high standards would only block the world around you. nothing is perfect enough. lower it and maybe this world is beautiful just it was blocked by such a tall walls.

happiness comes from if you want to obtain it. not everyone is perfect and not everyone is good enough. but if your happy why not hold the happiness for as long as u could? sumtimes u might get hurt but pain is part of life and drop it n move on.

just typing nonsense. i think i just cleared up my mind. i think i know where to go now.

talk but with class. test and see what happen. feel to see if its right. care to move forward. like to get closer. love when they love you right back.

HELLO

finally writing this. haha i totally forgot i got this blogg. ;] its 6 sumthing n i cant sleep. actually i slept for an hour but i woke up cause it was too hot. now its too cold to sleep. anyways im watching series right now so i could kill some times. hehehe.

to tell u the truth guys. i actually really like hong kong. the weather n everything. it might be a bit rush but i still like it. anyways thankz for holy cow. had a great ass time that night. hahaa.

WAHAHHAA

xix mofo xix (4:55:46 PM): you should learn how

xix mofo xix (4:55:50 PM): and cook me some =]]]

ohyesannyes (4:56:32 PM): hahah no its okay

xix mofo xix (4:56:41 PM): no its not okay

xix mofo xix (4:56:42 PM): shit

ohyesannyes (4:56:48 PM): LOL

ohyesannyes (4:56:55 PM): why would i wanna make u anything to eat

ohyesannyes (4:56:58 PM): u aint my boyfriend

xix mofo xix (4:57:03 PM): WHAT THE HELL

ohyesannyes (4:57:04 PM): hahaha vanessa said we look cute together

ohyesannyes (4:57:06 PM): we should go out

ohyesannyes (4:57:08 PM): hahahahaha

xix mofo xix (4:57:14 PM): LOOOOOL

xix mofo xix (4:57:21 PM): did she ever see us together

xix mofo xix (4:57:26 PM): wait wtf on like tokbox?

xix mofo xix (4:57:30 PM): or pictures

ohyesannyes (4:57:31 PM): yeah

ohyesannyes (4:57:35 PM): when u were at my house

ohyesannyes (4:57:38 PM): AND pictures

xix mofo xix (4:57:42 PM): oh LOL

xix mofo xix (4:57:59 PM): see, you should start cooking asap

ohyesannyes (4:58:05 PM): HAHAHAHA OHH FUCK U

ohyesannyes (4:58:07 PM): u wish

xix mofo xix (4:58:08 PM): LOOOOOOOOOL

ohyesannyes (4:58:17 PM): just cause we look good together doesnt mean were together

xix mofo xix (4:59:00 PM): yeah i know lol

xix mofo xix (4:59:15 PM): but just coz we're not together doesnt mean you cant cook for me, shit

ohyesannyes (4:59:49 PM): hahahaha i only cook for my family an boyfriends n people i think deserve me to cook for them

ohyesannyes (4:59:53 PM): imma go shower brb

ohyesannyes (4:59:59 PM): give me til 520

xix mofo xix (5:00:01 PM): OH AND I AINT ONE OF THEM

ohyesannyes (5:00:08 PM): i'll be out to argue with u some more

xix mofo xix (5:00:14 PM): lol

xix mofo xix (5:00:24 PM): you better prepare in the shower

xix mofo xix (5:00:25 PM): shit

ohyesannyes (5:10:29 PM): fuck u. u wish i would shower while cooking for ur bitch ass

ohyesannyes (5:10:34 PM): if thats even possible

xix mofo xix (5:10:46 PM): HAHAHAHHAHA

xix mofo xix (5:10:52 PM): I DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THAT LOL

xix mofo xix (5:10:59 PM): i mean you btter prepare to argue

ohyesannyes (5:11:00 PM): whatever u PERV!

xix mofo xix (5:11:04 PM): ROFL

xix mofo xix (5:11:10 PM): -IM- THE PERV

ohyesannyes (5:11:12 PM): i did a 10 min shower. so proud of myself

xix mofo xix (5:11:14 PM): HHHHOKAY =]

xix mofo xix (5:11:21 PM): yeah because you miss me

xix mofo xix (5:11:27 PM): so you rushed out faster

xix mofo xix (5:11:29 PM): LOL jk

ohyesannyes (5:11:32 PM): no cause imma head out with vanessa real quick

ohyesannyes (5:11:34 PM): GOODBYE!

ohyesannyes (5:11:38 PM): FUCKEN PERV

xix mofo xix (5:11:40 PM): where yall going

xix mofo xix (5:11:51 PM): alright ttyl, have fun

xix mofo xix (5:12:09 PM): be safe

GUYS LIKE ALWAYS!

WOW i just realize my life ben hella retarded. remember how i told u about this guy name wilson. i havent talk to him but how hes making the effort to talk to him, i really dont kno wat to do now. =\ save me =[

BEING SO ...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CANT FUCKEN STAND PEOPLE KEEP TELLING ME THEY AINT ASKING ME OUT BECAUSE I'M ALWAYS AT VANESSA'S HOUSE!!!!!!!!!! JUST BECAUSE I SAID NO FEW TIMES. DOESNT MEAN I DONT WANNA HANG OUT ALL THE TIME!. I'M SO TIRED OF PEOPLE GIVING ME THAT DUMB ASS EXCUSE OF NOT ASKING ME TO GO HANG OUT!

JUST FUCKEN TELL ME YOU FORGOT ABOUT ME OR DONT WANNA HANG OUT IS BETTER EXCUSE THAN SAYING I'M ALWAYS AT VANESSA'S HOUSE. SERIOUSLY. DONT SAY JUST BECAUSE I HAVE VANESSA AND SOPHIA NOW AND I DONT WANNA HANG OUT. ITS NOT EVEN THE FUCKEN REASON. STOP GIVING ME DUMB ASS REASON FOR FORGETTING ME! VANESSA ASK ME IF I WANNA HANG OUT. YOU GUYS DONT. SO TIRED OF THIS SHIT I SWEAR. IF YA CARED MUCH ABOUT HOW I B FEELING THAT START! CAUSE YOU NEVER DID! SERIOUSLY SO TIRED OF HEARING SHIT LIKE THAT. AND FYI YOU GUYS ALWAYS ASK ME THE LAST MIN! SO DONT EXPECT ME TO SHOW UP ALL THE TIME. I DO HAVE A FUCKEN LIFE SOMETIMES!

ALWAYS YES I DONT HAVE MUCH MONEY TO HANG OUT. IF THATS ANOTHER REASON U GUYS DONT ASK. AT LEAST ASK AND SEE IF I WANNA STILL GO. CAUSE ASKING IS A WAY OF APPRECIATING PEOPLE'S EXISTENT!

anyways this ALL CAME OUT because of a talk. BE CONSIDERATE OF HOW PEOPLE BE FEELING. CAUSE THEY DO FUCKEN FEEL LEFT OUT! ALSO DONT EXPECT PEOPLE TO DO SHIT FOR YOU IF U DONT DO THE SAME FOR THEM!

...

LIFE SUCKS. lol. i havent talk to wilson lately. hahaa. but i think its a good thing. i could forget about him n move on. i was talking to this one guy. i havent talk to him for a while but yeah. he played the piano for me. HES REALLY GOOD. lol hes really sweet but no i dont like him. hahaha. but i will get to know him. i hope he gets the job at APPLE. GOOD LUCK KEVIN! =D

IF ANY OF U GUYS NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. MY EARS IS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU GUYS =D

hrmmm i have this song i really like. its call dream - cant wait to hate you. haha. if u want it just i.m me. =D
i have a lot of new songs that i like. its KRAZY. =D

i didnt do shit today. i sat home pretty much the whole day. maplestory. i made a new character and i'm level 19 almost 20 =D JUST IN ONE DAY. pretty quick. n i was chatting most of the time. =D OHH YEAH I GOT NEW NAIL POLISH AND I LIKE IT A LOT. GREEN AND PURPLE. XD